Happy new month dear friends! I’m really excited this first day of May. This month May is very significant to me. Lol you’re probably thinking “Ahhh because it’s your birthday Abi? ” but I promise you it’s deeper than that. 

It’s because just like my coach debbie remarked yesterday it’s almost like I’m a whole new happier person. It’s true I feel that way. 

It’s like I’ve come a long way from the traumatized boy from January. Slowly sinking into all things dirty. In a bid to find escape from my mind. 

I don’t mean to rub my happiness in anyone’s face right now. I’m actually doing this in a bid to share what worked for me. Just incase you’re currently in or if you ever find yourself in similar situations. 
I began noticing major changes, sustained happiness for no reason the day I was said to myself fxxk this, I’m moving to Jesus. (You can Like to worry yourself for my expression or you can take what I’m telling you lol But me I try to be honest and that’s just how it was in my mind.) 

And since that day I decided to focus on Jesus. 

See as far as I’m concerned ehn, it’s one thing to go to church and it’s another to focus on Jesus. It’s one thing to be religious and it’s another thing to focus on Jesus.

In fact, I feel in many ways some people let religion and outward performances get in the way of a relationship with Jesus. I won’t say more than that. I’ll let you think on that. 

Like, I urge you to try it. Just ignore the many complexities of religion for a while, ignore the conflicting doctrines among the sects, ignore the things you don’t understand, ignore the doubts as to the validity of it all in your mind, ignore whatever thing might hold you back and just focus on Jesus. 

It can be very simple in a way. 

Read scriptures, pray everyday, ask yourself wwjd very often, radiate positivity, show love to everyone and everything you meet. Even up to the little insects you’d just kill anyhow.(except mosquitoes of course duhh)

My point is give life rather than take life. Add to others rather than subtract. Smile more often. Laugh at everything that happens, crack stupid jokes, be childish. All these little things go a long way. At least they did for me. 

I’m sorry this post is getting way longer than intended, so I’ll begin to round up here. 

This post wouldn’t be complete without thanking all who’ve held me down in one form or the other I love you all.

Happy new month to the best set of friends and family ever. God bless you all. 



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